Semantic Error

He approached the sleeping Jaeyoung’s face and pressed his lips with his own lips and then he ran away.

He only walked a few steps, then he collapsed in the hallway by the studio with his back against the wall.
His reason, conscience, self-control, judgment, and humanity, which he had maintained for 25 years without any issues, seemed to have collectively collapsed.

‘It’s fine.
No one will know.’

Sangwoo headed home while reciting lines that seemed to belong to the main character of a crime novel.
He deceived himself by pretending that nothing had happened, and closed his eyes while ignoring his pounding heart.

However, the trial didn’t end there.
The following day, as his mind was falling apart, Sangwoo’s body collapsed, and he fell to his knees.

‘Oh, you’re here? Let’s go somewhere.’

He should’ve realized something was wrong, when his heart dropped upon seeing his smiling eyes and his relaxed face in front of the PC room.
Sangwoo always lived with regrets these days.
It was clear that there had arisen a serious problem with his judgment.

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I’m really busy and I don’t want to see you, sunbae.
Goodbye.”)1

‘Yes.
Where?’

The result of that was a huge incident when they went drinking.

He picked up his cap, calmly walked around the folding screen to settle the bill, paid half the amount and left, ran home at full speed, and when he arrived at home, he went under the covers after brushing his teeth, washing his face, and getting changed.
However, the mistake didn’t disappear.

With a rough kick, his blanket rose to the ceiling and fell onto his face.
Sangwoo trembled in the dark.

‘Am I a slave to lust?’

‘Do I really have to graduate from this school?’

‘Is there any meaning to keep on living this life?’

He suffered from numerous yes/no questions until dawn that day.

A strong sexual desire for a subject becomes expressed in adolescence.
Sangwoo remembered a gentle pounding of his heart when he had brushed against girls who smelled good on the bus.
When he was in high school, there was a teacher he had secretly found pretty, and he had even had a formal relationship with someone of the opposite sex when he had become an adult.
However, he had never before been this overwhelmed by lust (to the point of sexually harassing someone who was sleeping or to the point of losing reason in another person’s workplace).

Besides, Jaeyoung wasn’t a woman.
If one was a man, he would have encountered a number of males in middle school, high school, in engineering college, and in the military, but Sangwoo had never once experienced a similar case to this.
It was an abnormal phenomenon beyond consideration.
Just as his father and mother had gotten married and his aunt and uncle had gotten married, Sangwoo had naturally thought that one day he would join hands with a woman, kiss her, and get married.

However, at some point, that bastard, who was like an error, had suddenly taken a step and taken possession of him.